Music is central to my life and I could
not exist without it. This biography reflects my developing
relationship with this powerful art form.
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a r l y L i f e
I was born in Kent and brought up in the village of Offham.
My father was a scientist who ran a family business in London.
My mother was a miner's daughter from Northumberland. Her
life was dominated by raising a large family of six children.
I'm the youngest with a large number of years separating
me from the others.
From as far back as I can remember I constantly heard music
within me yet nobody in my family played any instruments
and there weren't any in the house. At the age of eleven
I was finally lent a guitar by a distant relative. Playing
came naturally and I started to develop my own music instinctively.
I realised that it gave life meaning and it enabled me to
use imagination to transmute reality.
In order to buy my own guitars and some other instruments
I had to get a job in a garage. After considering the piano,
violin, and saxophone I decided to devote myself solely to
the guitar. I chose it because it was possible to play chords
and harmony as well as single notes using sounds and textures
which were expressive. The instrument intrigued me and I
felt that it had great potential. I played on steel string
acoustic, classical and electric guitars. There were never
any guitar lessons, and I didn't know anybody who played
anything seriously so I remained completely self taught.
There was no connection between what I was interested in
and music at school. Fortunately my older brother Mick had
a tremendous record collection. He was encouraging and supportive
and we sometimes went to hear music.
At
home I often practised for many hours a day with great
emotional intensity, while my family's reaction ranged
from utter indifference to open hostility.
At 14 I decided
to run away and I worked on a farm in Sussex. My
father was fanatically opposed to my music and when I returned
home I found that all my musical instruments had been burnt
at the end of the garden. I always remember finding the
metal parts left in the ashes. There is no doubt that this
event helped to forge an intense determination and I returned
to the garage at every spare moment to save up and buy
another guitar.
My
development was not based on copying established guitar
styles and right from the beginning I started to create
my own music. Although I played with a friend from school
who was a drummer, increasingly I felt that my environment
was a cultural wasteland and a sense of alienation became
overwhelming. Yet I loved the rich detail of the landscapes
around where I lived and the countryside became
part of my musical inspiration. And I was strongly drawn
to Celtic mythology and all types of folklore and I felt
that this was part of my lost cultural heritage. These
feelings and perceptions undoubtedly had a profound influence
and I felt that my music was there to magically restore
lost worlds.
At
16 I walked out of school in the middle of my 'O' levels.
For a number of weeks after this I worked on the guitar
with ferocious dedication, often practising for over ten
hours a day. Technically I progressed very quickly.
I soon felt that I needed to get away from my limiting
surroundings and visit London in order to meet other musicians.
After working for a few months on a farm I decided to move
up to London and I sought out and absorbed inspiring and
adventurous music, fervently assimilated the atmosphere and
explored the city which acted as a catalyst on many levels.
But it was difficult to get by and I found myself washing
dishes in the House of Commons.
So I decided to return to
Kent where I worked in the woods with a chainsaw for a year
cutting down trees to produce logs for a paper mill. As a
nature lover I found this type of work increasingly distressing
so I started doing various jobs in factories and on building
sites.
In
order to develop I looked at musical ideas from a wide
range of sources. Even at this age I was already wondering
if it was going to be possible to fit in with a defined
field or genre within music professionally. By the age
of 18 I had an advanced technical understanding of the
structure of music and my playing was developing
rapidly. After saving up some money and buying a car and
my first good quality guitar, I started to make plans to
return to London permanently. Finally I was able to leave
home a few weeks before my 19th birthday to concentrate
on playing full time and start performing.
Middle Period
I've
had a mercurial relationship with the music profession
so rather than telling my life story and writing down some
kind of musical CV, I've decided to 'fast forward' through
this period. The musicians I met and performed with
are largely irrelevant in terms of my music today. However,
I played with some interesting and highly talented people
and I will add some information about this to the site in
the future.
At this stage of my life I often felt that I wasn't able
to express the things I really wanted to say as an artist
and although it was gratifying to be regarded as an exceptional
talent, I walked away from many playing situations and opportunities.
There is no doubt that I felt out of kilter with the times
as well as my own generation. Nevertheless many of the key
elements that form the core of my musical identity were conceptualized
over these years and in my early twenties I started to find
my voice as a composer.
I played solo, as well as in duos and led my own groups
on a number of occasions. I found it difficult to come to
terms with the music business and I didn't release any recordings
as a leader. Instead of playing commercial gigs or sessions
I decided to undertake some private guitar tuition to make
money. This activity helped in the process of developing
my own approaches to technique improvisation and harmony.
Living
in the city heightened my feelings for the countryside.
I explored all parts of Britain and many places became bound
up with my interest in mythology and history. I dreamed of
escaping from London and I moved to a remote part of Oxfordshire
for four years and spent some time playing in Berlin. Around
this time I started using a classical guitar built for me
by Christopher Dean who had a workshop nearby. Living
back in the countryside was uplifting and for the first time
I came across strands of traditional folk music closely connected
with the area I was living in. This helped me to think
about my identity as an English artist with a universal outlook
and influences. I will write about this in some detail under
the 'Music' section on the site.
After
returning to London I withdrew from performing. Just after
this I was approached to write The Complete Guitarist and
within a few months of its launch in 1993 it became the
most successful guitar title in the world and went on to
sell over a million copies due to its tremendous success
in the USA and Britain. At this time I started to
think about having a special instrument made for me and the
first round shouldered cutaway nylon string guitar was built
for me by Russell Fong at his workshop in Southwark.
The
next few years brought many changes. I moved to a number
of different places and spent some time living in
New York. Most importantly my original vision of what I was
destined to do started coming back, this time with great
clarity.
Renaissance
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Powerful
inner forces brought me back to playing the guitar.
I saw that my real abilities as a player and composer
had remained completely hidden from the world and were
as yet unfulfilled. And by this stage of my life a
deep and long lasting synthesis of almost irreconcilable
musical influences and philosophies had melded together.
Dreamlike pastoral and gritty sophisticated urban elements
started to coalesce.
I
now wanted to further develop my own linear, harmonic
and rhythmic vocabulary for open creativity and composition
in a way which transcended genre and stylistic musical
influences.By
now I had unique areas of knowledge and experience and
this made a crucial difference to my sense of perspective. |
From
the beginning of 2001 I gave up everything which got
in the way of practising full time and followed the
concepts and ideas I had developed over many years with
a relentless dedication.
I had always loved the sound of nylon string acoustic guitars
and I decided to concentrate solely on playing this type
of instrument. It greatly helped at this time that I came
across the guitar maker David Whiteman. I'd tried to make
the transition from electric and steel string guitars before
and in order to make sure that it worked this time, I slowed
my playing right down, and altered my technique, rhythmic
approaches and rethought other areas. This required many
hours of intensive practice and I worked on my technique
virtually every day for over five years. I also selected
and often partially rewrote many of my compositions and wrote
new pieces.
At
last I started recording my music in the Cowshed
Studio in London with the sound engineer Joe Leach. I brought
in bass player Paul Morgan and drummer Mark Fletcher and
later added the harpist Rhodri Davies to provide and layer
harmonies and play a number of solos.
During
2007 I undertook extensive rehearsals with Rhodri and Paul
and we played our first date in London at the end of the
year. This was a small pilot event to try out the repertoire
in a live situation and it was a success. |